Ever noticed the white ?
ever intrigued by its beauty?
empty yet so complete!
simplicity! in its true manifestation.
Beautiful gift one can get!
like peace bestowed by thee.
Calm and soothing,
filled with tranquility.
Forget about possibility of creativity,
Forget my friend, forget!
forget about colors,they are ugly!
when sun burns you and you don’t find a shade
when you want to breath and their is no air
when you want to walk and legs are shaking
when you want to lie down and all you get is roughness
when you want to listen to your heart and it has stopped talking
when you want to dream and eyes keep you awake
when you want to speak and words fail you
when you want to express but ….
Sometimes when people tell me “bhagwan nahi chahta esa ho” ( God doesn’t want this to happen) , i just don’t know how to react. If they are strangers i just pity them but things get hard for me when my dear ones say this. I always tried to make them understand that god has nothing to do with your deeds!!! But they are such an ardent believers of this theory that my all attempts go in vain. Now i don’t even bother….Why? Because i know its not their belief but they are coward! they don’t have guts to accept consequences of their own deeds.They don’t have courage to face the adversities.
So what is the solution for them? simple!.. Just pass on your baggage to god. Since he cant come down and tell you, hey!! stop blaming me for your chickenheartedness!!
Sorry god you cant do that :p
But i wish i could tell them,god is not the director of story of your life. Its YOU and only YOU.For me he is HOPE…hope that gives you courage to do what you want to do and fight against the odds.
Fight, just fight!
He is there to give you strength but not to decide your fate. We write our own destiny…I write my own destiny…
But please this is not a lecture! Because i know such people wont understand a bit of it. Its just my feeling,my frustration,my anger…..
There ws some problem with my previous blog, so i have to start all over again 
. I will soon put up my posts here.